April 2009
I would never let another day go by I'm over,...
today is/was my last day of being a kid. in less than two hours i will be a legal adult. nothing inside me believes that this is real. my past feels like lifetimes ago. and my future off in some far away land. i feel as if ive been stuck in a daze and “i dont wanna dream anymore” (thank you atl :P) i know nothing isnt going to actually change as of tomorrow, im not going to grow, not...
March 2009
Boys Like Girls- Hero/Heroine (Remix)
“And...
Be warned: when they're driving in the passenger...
indierawk:
-Anatomy of a Hipster #28.
again TRUE.
It is an unwritten law to never wear the t-shirt...
indierawk:
-Anatomy of a Hipster #70.
LMAO at all of these cause there so true.
“Music is a total constant. That’s why we have such a strong visceral connection...”
– Unknown (via loveishere) (via quote-book)
this is
this weeks songs as followed…
1) Weightless- All Time Low 2) Miss Delaney- Jack’s Mannequin 3) California Love (2-Pac)- My American Heart 4) The (Shipped) Gold Standard- Fall Out Boy 5) 21 and Invincible- Something Corporate 6) Dirty Laundry- You, Me, and Everyone We Know 7) Sing It Out- The Summer Set 8)You And I- Anarbor 9) I Kissed A Drunk Girl- Something Corporate
“I like to listen to music that makes me feel a certain way—either it reminds me...”
– Martin Johnson (via fuckyeahboyslikegirls)
fuck the blg haterss
(via michaellalalie)
AGREED!!!!
“I wanna scream ‘I love you’ from the top of my lungs But I’m...”
– The (Shipped) Gold Standard- Fall Out Boy
Food Part II
random thoughts for today, still unedited, still raw, still true…
FIRST: im sorry but you dont know me dont go telling people you do. there is a diffrence between “i know WHO that is” and i KNOW that girl” if i have what you want dont go telling others your already getting it from me if your not espically if before today the last time we talked was last year. i dont have a...
Food.
so ive been thinking a lot lately about a bunch of random things so here they go…
FIRST: i pass a boys correctional place on the way home from school everyday and since its getting nicer their always some of them outside no big deal but yesterday i noticed how they all are in a uniform then i started wondering why we wear a uniform at my school could not come up with one logical reason they...
Weightless
Manage me, I’m a mess.
Turn a page. I’m a book, half unread.
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because.
I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough.
But I’m stuck in this fucking rut, waiting on a secondhand pick-me-up.
And I’m over getting older.
If I could just find the time. Now I won’t ever let another day go by.
I’m over getting old.
And maybe it’s not my weekend,...
tumblring in the middle of the day. in love with this phone!!!
5 years later
today was the first time in almost 5 years that i have gotten a new phone!!!
i went from this…
to this…
i am so happy!
Pretty sure i forgot to do this yesterday so here goes this weeks playlist…
1) Shady Business- The Audition
2) My Beautiful Rescue (Renovated)- This Providence
3) That ’70s Song- The Cab
4) We All Roll Along- The Maine
5) Can You Find Me- The Summer Set
6) You’re Not Sorry- Taylor Swift
7) What Gets You Through The Night- The Audition
8) Playing the Villain- This Providence
9)...
“living in the shadows of Times Square, praying to go somewhere, and everyday i...”
– The Summer Set- Can You Find Me
I Can’t Do The One-Two Step- All Time Low
...
Like the end of a bad indie movie
sometimes i wish i had done things diffrently made more of my time, my youth, as each day passes i am becoming more in tune with the fact the i will never get that time back and it scares me, i dont want to look back in 5, 10, 30 years and feel i didnt live up to my dreams, but i think thats my main problem, i am a dreamer, i think and plan and ponder, but never do, act, or try, mostly, im afrad...
“Can someone please just shake the lies out of me? It seems that every word I say...”
– The Audition- Ether
Thank You
its not that i have nothing to say to you its that i dont know how the words should come out to express how much you’ve done for me i fell in love with your words long before i saw your face you save my life from millions of miles away every day and you still have no clue how much you mean to me people say im crazy for thinking you’ll remember my face, my name but its every day you...
What They Don’t Tell You About Being An...
samarrrra:
(via valderie)
1. You will attend their shows more religiously and faithfully than you will ever attend an actual religious place. 2. You’ll push them like a dealer pushes drugs. 3. Somehow you will manage to buy the same album 12 times so you can have “The Limited Edition One” “The Special Edition One” “The Acoustic Version One” “The One from Target with 8 Bonus Tracks” “The One...
And honestly,
So today i woke up and thought it was Saturday and was ready to go back to bed when Lola kicked me and came back to realitly. Got read, went to school, came home… all the normal stuff. I really didn’t want to watch tv or go on the laptop so i put in some home movies. The first Virginia Beach 1996, it was mostly me and my cousin in the pool. The next December 1998-April 1999,GCA Morning...
“Hey I’ve been watching you Every little thing you do Every time I see you...”
– Juliet- LMNT
Wednesday
its wednesday and that means my playlist. i like this idea so im going to keep it going untill i get bored of it so here we go…
1) Careless Wisper- All Time Low, 3OH!3, Juliet Simms 2) That Girl’s A Trick- This Providence 3) So Late So Sorry- Hello Hollywood 4) Clocks & Calendars- Show Me the Skyline 5) Come Around- Sing It Loud 6) You’re Not Sorry- Taylor Swift 7)...
Phobia
So the other day in psychology we were doing irrational fears and depression and i came to the conclusion i have ornithophobia (fear of birds), athazagoraphobia (fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting), decidophobia (fear of making decisions), and pyrophobia (fear of fire). He siad its not good to diagnose yourself but i did anyway. He also siad the people don’t usually admit their...
“And everyone is watching me And I don’t dance no more. And now I’m...”
– All Time Low, Juliet Simms & 3OH!3- Careless Whisper Cover
“i haven’t seen you in how many days? i’m missing you so much in so...”
– Show Me The Skyline : Clocks & Calenders
this song always makes me smile.
“Music gets inside you, music captures you. Music becomes your heartbeat. It’s a...”
– Ed Westwick (via blairwaldorfs) (via imchuckbass)
TRUTH.
Seniors 09…
-you check your facebook more than three times a day and don’t start your homework till 10 pm…or 12 am…or don’t even do it at all.
-you think to yourself “Why am I still here?” more than four times a day, quite possibly up to three times a period.
-you figure as long as you get a decent grade in your classes there’s no sense in...
“I’ve been dancing on the tops of buildings. At the top of my lungs...”
– My Beautiful Rescue- This Providence
Wednesday
So today I was getting ready for school pre usual and I got to thinking I try and avoid routines at all costs but I’m in a horrible one every sing day. I get up the same time, get out of bed the same way, put on makeup in the same order, get dresses in the same clothes, in the same order, wear my hair the same way, listen to the same amount of songs, eat the same food, the same way, go to the...
“Now I’ve got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I...”
– When I Grow Up
i may not always understand but thats the diffrence between you and me im not giving up no matter how many times i get down i am not giving up.
