December 2008
RIP 2K8
A year in review
· Dedicated myself to music and photography
· Turned 17
· Got Baby (Canon G9)
· Made a “music video”
· Celebrated with dance parties
· Got over caring about what others thought of me
· Made some amazing friends (too bad they live to far away)
· Went to a bunch of baseball games
· Painted my room...
i hate you soo much and you don’t even know. i hate you. your face you voice it all makes me sick. i would be fine without in my life. but i cant let go. no matter how hard i try i cant let go of you. i am pulling myself away inch by inch. by the end of june there will be nothing left. i am not going to stop. sorry this is goodbye.
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cause you know my life is so exciting and all….
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i love you more than you think, know, or could ever understand. but i hope you get it.
Your eyes are screaming the words your mouth refuses to say
Every time you turn the corner I feel the tension growing deep
Is this the way things have to be
The looks from across the room are only as good as the empty seat next to me
I wish you could see that I like you too if I only knew what to do
How many little smiles and faint hellos are alright before I give up and move on
It’s the way you...
I’m not a poet im just troubled in the head, this isnt a song of love its...
– Ashlee And The Paper Boys Rountine (This Is For You)- Anarbor
The only way to accept an insult is to ignore it. If you can’t ignore it, top...
I hate and love being the oldest
I love it because I get to make my own path. I get to decide what I want to do uninfluenced by other people. There is no one I’m compared to no one people can tell me do this like so and so did. I’m the only one… the example. Which is why it’s so bad. When I screw up the younger ones can learn and adjust. People expect different things out of me that they don’t...
i hope everyones holiday was/is good! im going to play a game or watch a movie keep the family fun going. who knew world tour could bring so many people together. :)
fifty
50 things/people/events that will show you who i am.
ps. there in no order
1. iPod
2. Grease
3. Hoodies
4. Bamboozle
5. Snow
6. Best friends
7. All friends
8. Glow sticks
9. Canons
10. Leggings
11. Converse
12. My bed
13. A Million Little Pieces
14. The Catcher In The Rye
15. Dream Catchers
16. My family
17. Vintage jewelry
18. Glasses
19. The Chance
20. Boys Like...
Opportunity does not knock, then knock again, and then leave a note saying...
– That 70’s Show
i need a change. starting with this room.
i hate cooking.
im over this. done. done. done…
It’s some kind of joke, I’m obsessively
Opposed to the typical
– The Fame-Lady GaGa
I hate you Dani, you can do whatever you want. I hate her she can do whatever...
– Elyse
Untitled.
i found this as i was going through my word docs im not sure when it was from because i didnt date it.
Blank screens staring back at blank thoughts
This room full of memories and empty of ideas
All the songs on the radio begin to sound the same
What a joke this all’s become
Waking up in hopes of finding something more
And realizing that the dreams at night
Are the only things that get you...
We are all shades of gray.
Its been said again and again; life is a process,...
– AWG
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When days like this come around it makes me really happy and grateful I have the friends that I do. Today at school there was this whole big to-do that I apparently missed. I’m good like that. Well anyway so this girl Daphne* broke up with her boyfriend and then that resulted in a fight with Darcy* I’m guessing cause later in the hall after overhearing thousands of different gossip stories Darcy...
"You're kinda a freak"
i can take that at least i know who i am.
Where are you now?
As I’m swimming through the stereo
I’m writing...
– The Mixed Tape- Everything In Transit- Jack’s Mannequin
I guess this is growing up.
I’m feeling things are about to change,...
– Forever The Sickest Kids
JSYK
I was accepted into New Havens Music Industry program!!!!
A Day In The Life...
I didn’t think I had anything to write about today. It was a normal day the bus got to my house late we drove around Lakeland, got dropped off at Panas, transferred to the Kennedy bus, got to school on time ish, took notes in marine, went to gym, found out I was getting a progress report because I was sick on A & B day, went to personal finance (business), got a boat load of work due in...
Forty-Four. What is more important fame or integrity. What is more valuable,...
– - A Million Little Pieces.